August and I have had several visits by a white butterfly while playing in our back yard this summer. Everytime that we see one, I can't help but think of what the white butterfly symbolizes for us mothers whom have lost a baby. There are so many meanings, so many interpretatons, but if you strip all that down, it is simply another reminder of our Baby Sterling.
So whenever a white butterfly takes the time to fly around us, we take the time to say "Hi, Baby Sterling" and take a deep breath. In that split second I feel as though I am sharing the same moment with August and with Sterling at the same time. I wish for more of those moments, but will always appreciate those rare occassions that we are blessed with. So precious, so pure, so rare. Exhale.
Sunday, June 13, 2010
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I love seeing them too xxx
ReplyDeleteI never made the connection with butterflies until recently. I don't know if I just notice them more now or if there are really more of them around me. It always makes me wonder. I hope that things are well with you. Think of you often.
ReplyDeleteI know just what you mean. The time we had the wind and leaves swirling around Allie and Jack and I, I just felt like Elizabeth and Samantha were with us, and our whole family was together in a way that no one else would understand, but just like you said, there is a way that just seems to make it possible through these small touches. Like Heaven gets is, and God just gives us this beautiful gift of comfort.
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